let’s forget feburary.

I haven’t  written one in a while,

However, I have a new

hairstyle and lifestyle

out and through.


I like people too quick.

It is what has broke

me. I need to be strong and thick

that no one can smoke me.


My lungs have been treated badly,

I have liquidated my brain,

I have danced madly

and I have tried to kiss in pain.


It’s only the beginning of February

and already, I have already grown too close,

all I can do is dance and sing like a falling fairy,

let’s just close our lids and smell roses


and forget Febuarary.


This is a poem about my February so far.

Astrid X




  1. questionsfromateenager

    Astrid, this was… wow. What a beautiful piece of writing. I love your style so much! It seems like you’ve already been through a lot in February alone. Healing takes time but I’m positive you’ll get to a true happy place again eventually. Just remember that no matter how right or wrong some decisions may seem at the moment, at least you’re moving forward through them.

    “I like people too quick.
    It is what has broke
    me. I need to be strong and thick
    that no one can smoke me.”
    — These few lines are by far my favourites and sort of a mantra to live by. I might actually write that down and hang it somewhere because I like it so much!

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  2. adarianqueen

    This was so beautifully expressed, and every line seemed to come straight from your heart, which is one of the main things I look for in poetry, as well as what makes each word come alive.
    Thank you for sharing this piece.

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  3. Druv

    Wow! I have been going through your blog posts and uncovering secrets about my own life. I also have a blog about my teenage experiences at teenagerintraining.com. Feel free to check it out and give me feedback.

    Liked by 1 person

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